Anel as everyone else has said I am so sorry to see that happen, but the most important thing is that your ok. Be glad that you put the extra time and money into your safety equipment, in a sense it kept any "Serious" injury from happening to you. We know that you will have another one in the future.
And to all of you savages who are already e-mailing him for parts. Take a minute and realize what happened to this poor man and give him a few days to recover from it. You all have some nerve e-mailing him for parts the next day after he lost his beautiful Z. Just my .02!